TIRED! SICK! = SICK&TIRED. rofl

disappointed with myself today. to the almost max.
i thought i was confident enough. i thought i wont jammed till so jialat. i thought everything was under control..

god knows, i JAMMED.
it has beeen so damn long since i jammed like crazy doing teppan. doing sth which i touched on so frequently and so confidently.. then... backfiring it, sucks to the max.

... i rly dont mean to show black face. i have no idea why but my emotions is often written all over my face. i tried so hard to control the kind of expressions and all.. but failed again. everyone see thru it. -.-'' thats why it's often so easy to guess my mooood.

after saying it all out to laopa and mummy.. i felt so much better. it's always good to express myself to adults. it's better than keeeping to myself. again, character based.

but still, i feeel a lil sucky.
..... ermm well, it's over. the next time, i'll do better after learning from mistakes. :)

now i need to print some shit and offf to bed. i need to stop that cough.
i'm sick again ermm never fulley recovered so.. cough is back yo! -.-